One, Two, What Do I Do...?
PesteredFive, Six, don't make me sick...
Seven, Eight, I keep losing weight...
Nine, Ten, let me know when...
When will my strange weight issues stop? .-. It's like... One moment, I'm 102, then I check an hour later and I'm 98 lbs. I just checked a couple hours later due to curiosity and apparently I'm 100 lbs. .__.; It's not like I have a weird dieting method or something. I eat a lot, like I normally do. *she blinks curiously*
Anyways, I'll be leaving for Hawai'i on July 12. I've already told many of my friends this, but yeah. And just thinking about the fact that I won't have my parents breathing down my back 24/7, and that I can actually leave the house whenever I want for whatever reason...?
The thought thrills me. <3
I can finally get a job.
I can finally save up money as a result, and I only have to worry about paying for one ticket in order to visit Den-kun...
And... I can visit him more often than just a few years at a time.
See, when it came to my parents and buying a ticket for me to visit Den-kun, things were much, MUCH more complicated. They have money problems, and yet they'd promised me that they would buy a ticket for me to visit. My mom was also talking about coming along, which was no problem for me. But yeah. Way to bring up my hopes and crush it quite literally to smithereens.
Turns out I couldn't visit.
And I still think it's a bit ridiculous to spend over 600 bucks on me for my 18th birthday. It was nice, what they did, but... The one thing I asked for as my birthday gift was that I could just visit Den-kun and be able to hug him and see him.
... Nyu...
Ne. D: God, I ask that you please let me see him sooner than later. I love this boy very much and I hope to stay with him for as long as possible. Heck, I'm even willing to have kids with him, to marry and to live with him for most of my life. When we both have a stable income, of course.
I was pretty adamant about the "marrying and having kids" thing, but being with this boy for a little more than 4 full years has made me think about it quite a few times.
There's just something that bothers me though...
I usually talk with Den-kun at night, and we go to sleep while still having each other on the other line.
We're only an hour apart.
But... When I move to Hawai'i to live with my grandparents, we'll be 5 hours apart or so.
It makes Nani sad... Den-kun and I need to work out the times and get used to being a few hours apart now. ;///;
Bwah. T_T Well, I'll close for now. I just needed to let it out somehow, without letting my parents know what's going on in my mind right now.
On a brighter note, it seems that I can draw a little bit better. ><;
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You and me baby.
We are gonna party all night long
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Come to me, sing the lullaby
That so tortures me.
Come to me, give me strength
And hug me tightly.
I. l.ov.e. y.o.u.
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Indeedly. c:
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Come to me, sing the lullaby
That so tortures me.
Come to me, give me strength
And hug me tightly.
I. l.ov.e. y.o.u.
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"Everyday humans come one step closer to self destruction. I'm not destroying the world... I'm saving it" - Albert Wesker (RE5)
Ahoy
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i have no sig...
go along with your lives
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"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and he will make your paths straight." -Proverbs 3:5-6
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Hablo español! XD
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